Forgotten Past

oh well today had teacher day celebration at innova ...the celebration ended quite late lar...it ended at abt 1230 plus..den have to wait joash they all ...yup...oh well they forget to tell me to bring the cathigh uniform den i have to run back my house to get it lar..den aft tt meet them at causeway pt..hehe.. ya..though was quite tired lar..but nvm...anw i put the metal button during the mrt journey ....haiz..the art of putting metal button of mine has rust since so long nv put le..den went to J8 to change ...saw justin ,ee kee,ian and sherman at J8..yup....den aft tt have to rush to the sch cause dunno whether the teacher leave already anot..ya..haha ...den me, jun hao, n daniel walk damn fast lar..haha kind of going back to those old days..when we were abt to be the so called "high risk taker" cuz always arrive sch at 7.15 yup.anw we went to the hall to look for teacher cause they were like having their lunch buffet there.yup..den saw Panda leong haha.he is still the same .anw hak boon was having his speech tt time den we have to stand behind lar like late comer like tt. : x den went to find my chem teacher physic teacher n pe teacher ....haiz..i missed DM Toh cuz cant find him at the hall..yup..anw the teacher were nice to us...cuz they invited us to eat the buffet also lar hahha : D ..since we like didnt have our lunch at our college due to time constraint ya..the cake was damn nice lar.. if got box i sure da bao back home..haha..den the food also quite nice.hehe den Mr goh also chatted wif us while eating hehe dunno so much things happened in cathigh sch.yup.den aft tt the whole group of us went to chat at the grandstand...i miss those days man..ya...the time when we mug tgt..time when we play tgt...i also miss my track team ..haiz...ya...joash wanted to sit at the grandstand for 5 min b4 we leave..ya..den i went to the track there..i just simply love the track man.. cuz this is where i train ...alot of memeries flood back...den i can see the image of sec 1 me training baton passing at the curve wif the seniors ...how the king lead our team...den follow by sec 2 me..can see myself training like crazy ..doing the 200m workout like nobody business ...do finish le can say zai lai even aft everyone was lying on the track cant move alr...tts the extent of craziness when i was sec 2.ya...i was lying on the track there ...the feeling was like undescribable..it just feel good ..ya haiz...i seriously miss those days : ( ...but den i noe it will never come back again le...it will just be in our memories...i will cherish those memories yup!

CATHIGH SIMPLY ROCKS!!!

很想你

你在哪里?
这些年来如意不如意?还快乐?还单纯?还美丽?
时光如何对你?
我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里
回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你 你知道吗?
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你 听见了吗? woo~
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人 只能叹息 都不是你
我只想爱你

我在哪里?
你会不会偶尔好奇?
有没有曾经怀疑?
我说我会忘记只是种好意

我很想你 你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你 听见了吗? woo~
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人 只能叹息 都不是你
我只想爱你

well so long nv blog le...decide to blog today....quite alot of stuff happening..hehe oh well today chinese my group kenna punish..cuz presentation was the last mah..den we have to some punishment lar..den the punishment is to sing tt "wang wang pao pao guo dong" song lar...tmd but den we dun wan lar..so ask got any other way.. den dunno who say sing tt zi ding ge qu "tong hua"..oh welll..at 1st our grp dun dare to sing.. den we wan LPP to play tong hua music lar.. den at first no one see cuz everyone dun dare.. den i bo bian have to be the lead singer .oh well quite embarassing lar...but den nvm .cuz i was thinking abt something while singing ya...haiz..well i guess abit sad bah...when i sang.. den my group den slowly join in during the chorus...ya..oh well..anw we have to sing the whole song..ya..den no need do our chinese summary cuz we drag the lesson time until dun have..hahah..ya...

den in the afternoon ,we went for the emergentic stuff..well this so call course is like analyse how our brain work den at which condition we function well..yup..well i dint noe tt i got three thinking preferences...which they say is quite gd lar..but den weak pt is we take a long time to make decision cuz got 3 thinking preferences den is just like 3 person debating in my brain which decision is the best.ya...den we are sitting in the U shape mah..den im sitting at the bottom of the U which is i m able to accept the idea by the left brainer and right brainer .yup..
haha wei xuan is alr extreme cuz he like nv talk de..dint really heard him talk b4..den the 3 left brainer and 3 right brainer had to go out mah cuz they have to write wat is their ideal job..ya..den the rest of us have to guess wat kind of job they wan..as in the characteristic of job.yup...den apparently we r mostly correct..haha..ya...

well during the course ..we were spilt into grps again.. this time more rounded..as in got left brain got right brain and the overall de pple..ya..den we have to act out machine which we were ask to act den the pple have to guess machine is.. den for my group is lawn mower i think.. den i just suggest one idea very simple de... 4 pple act grass den 1 person hold the other person's leg to act the machine..yup.. we haven act out pple alr guess le..ya..haha oh well..den cuz we have econ lecture at 5pm..den our this course ends at 6pm.. den chu call Kj ask what time are we ending..den kj say 5:45pm..den i think kj was blasted by chu..ya..den he wan to see us aft the lesson..oh well thought we r in for some firing again..but apparently not..he just gave us one essay to do so as to sub the lecture time..oh well..den aft tt we went home le.. tts abt it for the day yup ;)

"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

北极雪

北极雪下在那头
寂寞不寂寞
谁的想念是他的等候
你若问我快不快乐
寂寞不寂寞
牵你手贴我手
感觉我的脉搏
你要试着了解试着体会
用心好好感觉
然后你才能够看得见快乐伤悲
也许我的眼泪
我的笑脸只是完美的表演
听说北极下了雪
你可会也觉得它很美

oh well it is national day eve...guess wat..our bloody jc dint give us half day...damn it man..we like onli celebrate nat day for like 1 hr with all those lengthy ceremony and sing song onli IN THE SUN mind u...den aft all those singing the sch den do cheer mah ...at first cheer was quite ok.. den suddenly we all shout half day half day..den the whole sch just keep on cheering half day half day.. den the speaker was speaking in front like nobody listening.. haha..we all like zhao fan le ..cuz sch in singapore is half day onli our stupid jc is normal sch day....i mean wtf is this ...oh well ..despite our effort we dint get half day in the end ...sianz ....den bo bian lor normal sch lesson.den during lesson at ard 11am ..we can see those christ church pple coming out of sch and wat we are doing? we are mugging in the classroom ..ITS NOT FAIR!!! very demoralising lor. !#$%$^%*& i cant believe on eve national day my lesson end at 5PM!!! 1st time in my life .....den now i am here blogging...oh well..oh ya tt stupid LPP suddenly chiong our base ..tmd at one go give us 4 chinese compo to write during our nat holiday and hand up on thursday...lucky i dint thio tt 6 choose 3 compo add on..if not siao liao lar...become 25 hw.. well i c whteher got inspiration to write a not lar..if dun have heck care him lar.oh ya ... hehe i m still wondering how to clear tt 25 hw ...it is getting on my nerve ..nvm i shall clear 3 math den 2 physic today...hope i can make it ..Anw tmr die die also must go out..haven go to walk in orchard for like 3 wks ..oh well.. sound like i m an addict.. but nvm... shall end now..

May The force be with you ,Master Tze Jung ;)

hehe just came back frm the camp...well the camp was quite fun but den eeeeeee.....the food there quite sucky .ya....

Day 1

well ... we were stranded at the college as the bloody bus pang seh our class they left without us..den we had to take the last bus n we had to stand for the whole journey damn...well... we arrive den settle down ...the guys sleep in hall while the gals sleep at the dorm..yup..den ard 11 am ..we were doing abseling (forget how to spell le) ,rock climbing den the flying fox thingy oh ya and the challenge pole..yup.. hehe well the abseling i did better than my sec 2 times cuz my leg was trembling when i was sec 2 while going down..but now my leg didnt really tremble yup...den the flying fox was quite ermm how to say leh..the 1st few second ur heart is like suddenly contract yup...den ok le...well it was quite fun the flying fox :) den the rock climbing i dint complete cuz muscle a bit aching cuz the day b4 camp i got do strength training mah den muscle ache lor..ya... so sian.. yup.. hehe i belayed slyvester (forget how to spell le : x) oh well nvm it was quite smooth yup... tt challenge pole i dint do cuz i dont have the harness argh!! oh well...nvm anw aft those towering activities, we had field cooking ..well wat can i say ...the gals were not bad yup.. though erm the noodle is abit not cooked.. den desmond n me were eating one can of baked bean yup...den like abit of noodle n tts all for lunch..den we continue do our low element..which consist of high wall, spider web,den some balance weight thingy and the trolley ya..tt spider web is tt we had to get the pple to cross the string which are erm tied den got space in the between den we had to go thru tt space to the other side ..yup..den i was 2nd to go over ..oh well felt like being treated like dead bodies cuz i cannot move den i had to put my hand on the chest ..like in coffin like tt ..haha ya.. den we were planing our stuff in chinese cuz our whole class is chinese ..ya.. den the teacher incharge there is an indian ..oh well.. we r quite sorry abt tt.. dint mean to do tt...ya.. anw we manage to get all the pple to pass thru the string...yup.. den we went to the nxt station which is tt balancing thingy ..ya.. it is something like see-saw den the whole class must stand on the board to balance it... well the 1st time we all fall down .. den the second time not sucessfull haiz... so sian then the 3rd time i think we manage to balance it ya.. ;)

den the trolley ,it is a game consist of two piece of wooden plank den everybody had to step on the board n walk together which require teamwork..ya... our class split into 2 grp den we compete with each other..den my team lost den we had to do the forfeit... the forfeit is tt we had to move without shouting the timing and we had to move quietly..well apparently it seem difficult for other class..but not us ..HAHAHA!! cuz our class is the silent type class so we r used to it n we even did a faster timing than we did wif shouting out timing ...hehhe maybe our class xin ling xiang tong tts y we can do it ..yup and the teacher were quite impress ;)
well the high wall station ..i almost dislocate my shoulder ..cuz was climbing halfway mah den the shoulder suddenly just like came out which sometime it happen when i doing pull up but den it went back again..ya..den my arm cant really lift up ya...anw i think we did 1 min plus for the whole class to climb up the wall.. ya.. den rest for a while.. den went to orienteering which something like treasure hunt but not exactly cuz we had to go to tt kent ridge park to find ans..ya..den our class is not quite enthu cuz we were walking but den we a re not the last class to arrive at the last stop ya..den at last stop everyone was like cheering lar but den our class nv cheer de like in silent mode pple bomb us we also dun care ...oh well anw by tt time is alr 7 30 pm aft tt went back to camp den eat dinner cuz very late le n is abt 8 plus le..den aft dinner went to wash up.. aft tt we were supose to like think for the camp item and also it is class interaction time ya.. den we dint do much..aft tt debrief miss lee was like not quite happy wif the whole sch campers cuz all of us like not really doing anything she say sound like we are at chalet n not at camp...ya.. aft debrief we all went back to sleep le ya..

Day 2

we woke up at abt 5 am den went to brush teeth den tt stupid rooster very noisy keep on making noise..haha oh well.. anw aft brushing teeth we change into pe attire den do morning pt ..aft tt we were ask to go to the basket ball court to like lie there n think abt stuff ..den it was abt 7am le.. den we went to have our breakfast n this breakfast is quite ok cuz is mee hoon mah..ya..anw our activities starts at 8 am..den my arm like feel quite weird so dint really do alot of stuff ..i did 2 high element which is tt hanging log ya.. i rem sec 2 tt time i dint complete ya.. but den this camp i try again n i make it : D ..yup..but den arm very pain..so didnt do any high element anymore ya..anyway i did the intermediate element which is one lvl below high element ya.. den the 1st one was quite ez cuz is just walking the log and dont look down can le... btw it is going to rain den very windy ya..but i still manage to crosss it... den aft i cross it rained den we had to stop our activities..den went to canteen..to wait rain stop..well it rain onli a bit but den we had to wait the stuff to dry...while waiting we were like playing some stupid game lar..dunno wat scissor, paper ,stone ...well anw is just stupid ..den the kung fu game which is just like tt chi go ba ..anw our class were the one not crazy over these games while the whole camp like chaotic ya... anw aft those game we carry own our intermediate element ya... den aft intermediate element ..it was alr ard 2 pm plus le..den we had our lunch ..den the rest of the time is spent for the campfire item.. we combine with S51for the performance ..den we draw lot see who perform mah..den i suay suay kenna but den nvm..well Yeng peng ,desmond,slyester,aaron and me were in the performance lar..den we perform Mime . hehe we took the super big ...................................... role ..haha cuz no need act tt much..btw the story is one gal trekking in jungle den sleep in the jungle den kenna caught by those cannibal den 2 people came to save her ya..my fren and i took the cannibal role... den i am the tribe leader lar..haha..but den i still dunno how to act..ya..cuz me act like very funny lar..ya..den we rehearse lots of time cuz we also need to do the tribal dance something like tt den also coordinate the timing also ..damn funny..haha ya..den we rehearse until 5pm plus den went to wash up den eat dinner..aft dinner is campfire le... me damn nervous lor...cuz i nv like act in front of whole crowd of pple b4 den also somemore on stage lor..very paiseh..hehe..oh well.. anyway the wait is quite tormenting ..ya.. but den in the end we still went up to perform ya..oh well the actual act is abit screwed up cuz we too fast go down the stage and the tribal music still going on..well nvm.. anyway is quite fun lar.. yup ;) den campfire tt time sing song ,play games do cheer ,see other class campfire item..yup ...enjoyable indeed..:) den is like very fast 10 pm plus le..and campfire session ended ... den we went to have supper..den aft tt i went to wash up cuz sweat alot... den went to sleep le..cuz like very tired ya...

Day 3

woke at abt 5 am ... den went to wash up and change into pe attire again.. den do morning pt ....some pple were late den miss lee not happy den we had to extra exercise.. oh well.. ya.. den aft tt we went to have our breakfast ..den the breakfast is "fried rice"..the food is so sucky tt rice no taste de.difficult to eat...ya..anw we went to pack our stuff den assemble den clean up the camp site ..ya...aft cleaning .. we had a debrief den the bus came to fetch us back to sch and den we break camp there... so weird right../ anw the camp is quite fun lar... den our class bonding like grow stronger i guess... yup..