Sunday, January 23, 2011
sorry.. but i dun think i can trust anyone at this point of time..becuz as every second pass i am losing faith in every single thing
Monday, January 17, 2011
maybe i should del all the previous post and keep it a secret to myself
i duno whetehr is it sucessful anot...but what came to my mind now is..
"不管再怎麼傷受傷 我都要保護她﹐愛惜她。。因為我相信她也是很愛我的"
"不管再怎麼傷受傷 我都要保護她﹐愛惜她。。因為我相信她也是很愛我的"
Sunday, January 16, 2011
I time travelled to her past... and my hearts aches...and i decided to come back to present
Friday, January 14, 2011
i came to realise what might have been the reason behind in the sudden change of original system of myself. anw i was watching xia yi zhan xin fu ystd.. and there was this part where hua tuo ye was saying gdbye to mu cheng..
maybe i dun believe in waiting anymore..
what i mean is that you noe like this guy is in love with this gal but tt gal dun have any feeling at all. and so this guy decided to wait for her until she say yes.. ya those kind..
sadly because i dun think most gals will be touch by that.ok maybe other gals see that this guy is so ci qing to wait for this gal.. but when it happened on them.. the chances of them saying "noo i dun want"or" no but i dun have feeling for him" are high .then as time goes by, some bugger will jump your queue and got her..ya..harsh facts of life.. but ya..
moral of the story
"dun like mean dun like..no pt staying on waiting for her"
that concludes one of the research.
As for now, i am quite satisfied with my life cuz i have monkey by my side :)
maybe i dun believe in waiting anymore..
what i mean is that you noe like this guy is in love with this gal but tt gal dun have any feeling at all. and so this guy decided to wait for her until she say yes.. ya those kind..
sadly because i dun think most gals will be touch by that.ok maybe other gals see that this guy is so ci qing to wait for this gal.. but when it happened on them.. the chances of them saying "noo i dun want"or" no but i dun have feeling for him" are high .then as time goes by, some bugger will jump your queue and got her..ya..harsh facts of life.. but ya..
moral of the story
"dun like mean dun like..no pt staying on waiting for her"
that concludes one of the research.
As for now, i am quite satisfied with my life cuz i have monkey by my side :)
Thursday, January 06, 2011
23rd november... used to be a very sensitive date to me... was back at clementi except its in the day..well i dun go to tt place usually and i will try to avoid it unless it is necessary to go there..the things that happened there locked in my memory box was unlocked ystd.. i am thankful that it doesnt hurt anymore.. there isnt any regret in everything i did at that point of time..
i think that it had been tested and proven that this really closes that chapter of my life.. :)
i think that it had been tested and proven that this really closes that chapter of my life.. :)
"Baby, please try to forgive me.."
" i am here with my confession ...i got nothing to hide anymore.. i duno where to start..
but to start changing myself and show you the shape of my heart"
" i am here with my confession ...i got nothing to hide anymore.. i duno where to start..
but to start changing myself and show you the shape of my heart"
Sunday, January 02, 2011
i love her alot.. i love the monkey alot..:)
it is back to consume me bit by bit.... i am showing great resistance to it but i cant hold for long.. becuz i am facing an enemy which is as powerful as i am.. that enemy is myself..
"the fallen angel with a broken wing"
"the fallen angel with a broken wing"