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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Well as usual it was a normal morning ....everyone was busy doing hw ...den suddenly mb rush into my classroom and shouted to me " eh isnt tt her on newspaper ?!??!" and he was holding the newspaper pointing at the photo ..... i was quite like diao dunno wat happened cuz i was doing hw...den my whole class people rush to him to see how she look like.. for the first time in our class history the whole stack of zhao bao on the table was gone in one min ....not even one .. lucky i took it first... den the whole class was filled with excitement... Panda leong ,form teacher, came in.... den everyone was talking abt it ....den he ask "wat is going on ?" den nah told him tt the gal i love was on the newspaper .den panda leong took a look ..he say "ermm .. not bad."During the change of period ,brendan kept saying tt her band instrument quite lousy ..well frm the expression i can see tt he is quite jealous :p .As for Nah ,erm he is quite envy maybe....haha....some fren ask me whether i still wanna jio her a not?if not they wan her number..haha..Juliano say tt "wah lao wat a waste u miss ur chance."..oh well .
For the whole day wherever i walk, pple would asking me did u read the paper ? kaoz the whole sch knew abt it ...n it also seem to me tt teacher knew abt it cuz of Panda leong .....well the day started off quite well.yup...

The o level eng exam was in the afternoon ...well i guess i screwed up cuz the pace i set for reading was quite weird ya....den picture discussion was quite ok ...den conversation ...i got tougue-tied in the middle cuz dunno how to ans .the teacher ask me wat do u think wat is china's culture like someting like tt den i said my reason den she said but ...china is communist state do u think they will follow the confucious ethic therory... i was like diao .kaoz die like lar....nvm she den ask another Q den i manage to pull through.....


guess my day was like tt yup.....

Monday, August 16, 2004

oh well today sch was normal ..nth really much happened....except tt i was kicked out of the classroom by Dm damn it ...cuz he was conducting chinese lesson den those score A de dun need to study le....they have to go to other classroom ....so suay....haiz...
missed his lesson.nvm did some test paper at the other classroom..ya..

After sch went to find andrew aw ...to discuss abt tt promise thingy tt he also made to the gal's mother...well actually he had to be my guardian somesort of make sure i study those kind.....ya......well aft tt went home so nth much really happened today....

"I had disappointed her for so many years,now i am going to give it the last shot to score well"



Thursday, August 12, 2004

Today collect chinese o level result at auditorium.well the mood was quite tense..becuz news report frm front line say tt onli 34% distinction ....i was damn worried man cuz i didnt do very well for oral n zhao ju .....every1 in my class had a serious look den that Dm toh who was my chinese teacher read out our result one by one....damn it he purposely skip my name argh!!! then he ask whose name wasnt read? den i raise up my hand ....i was quite nervous and i was praying hard......he say"Chen Ze Rong A1 oral distinction" haha
...i was relieved....phew lucky...... ;)

den we all return back to class room....there was an uneasy silence every1 was feeling down.....this is a scene tt had never hit in my class....i was also kind of sad cuz my fren all got b3 or b4 while there are some surviving who got A2 n A1...ya.......den form teacher gave us a moment of silence and decided not to teach...ya....

well finally defeated chinese o level n slaughtered it with A1
but there is no time to celebrate cuz this is just onli the beginining

"The War at helm deep is over...The War In middle Earth is About to begin"

Sunday, August 08, 2004

just wanna blog ya....
well yesterday had a dream ..it is a sad dream...

it is like this ... i was at home den i step out of my house saw the ch bus beside .ya.... it is quite blur the pic .oh well nvm abt tt....tt's not the pt..when i look in front i saw the gal's mother...somehow they become my neighbour ..ya... den i say "hello auntie" n she smile at me...den The gal whom i loved wif all my heart came out...she told me tt she was going oversea to study .....i was shocked n stunned...i held her hand trying to bring her to go somewhere..but she told me tt there is no more time le....when she finished her sentence her tears flow down her cheeks ......n i hugged her ....i cried..i ask her where she is going ?
when r u leaving? will u come back ? i was terribly sad...
den out of the sudden my mom came out... she told me to play the song tt i wrote for tt gal
n hand me the guitar.... when i was abt to play i woke up....

Aft i woke up ...i came to realize one thing i was afraid of losing her....n i still love her even though 2 yrs had past...
no matter how many gal i met ....my heart is still with the gal i love the most...


"I Always Tried To be Brave n Strong But Actually I Dun Dare To face E Reality of Losing Her"


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