Forgotten Past

oh welll how come everyone is writing their last entry n stating their resolution ???? is it really tt fun????? hahaha : ) nvm..i shall try ....

well wat i did in 2005 ahhaha..well this yr great but somehow toot up for some part of the yr...

Recollection of 2005

1.AJ Track for 1st 3 mth ( well all those "sun shining" times , training, dinner talk ..haha just like one big family :))
2.being able to escape frm sun shinning until march i was fallen
3.Take o lvl result ...oh well (bloody panda if not for ur nonsense i would not have landed in this present stage : P anw still grateful to him for teaching us the ways of life during math lesson..)
4.IJ make new frens
5.War-like Q n A and econ lesson wif hian meng and went to KL wif my bro
6. june ar.. oh well...haha ;)
7. screwed up my national tts wat i think..
8.M3 outing n stupid ah si ps the lei n mei zuo to see firework dunno wif who.. slacking my life away during aug..
9. mugging for my life wif chao mugger everyday frm 8am to9 pm for 1 mth plus
10. get back back promo result...kind of toot up also ... cuz it just sux for my class standard...
11. PW presentation ya..and outing wif clg they all ( super squeeze ..well i still cant believe how we squeeze 40plus pple in tt car and also ice skating) and also M3 outing ...the M3 also plus new mem become M4 : D
12.still outing wif clg they all ..haah.. and also one significant thing tt happen : D and hmmm christmas eve with mb they all for 4hr of battlefield 2 ...hhaha

wat i wan to do for 2006?
btw this time the number is not mth

1.make clg smile happily everyday ; ) ( n also of course love her and take care of her :) )
2.complete the book
3.win the strongest past me in track which is the sec 2 n sec 3 me...
4.win my enemy .... ( He has been left unchallenge for a very long time)
5.find my way back to nat. team ( get my form back)
6.get a gd grade for A lvl den can apply U ( oh well..thinking of going SMU maybe )
7.compose more nice songs... ( though like kind of no inspiration now)
8.get more pple into the IJ track team and also strengthen the team bonding
9.carry out our plan sucessfully which is propose by shi shu dai zi
10..last but least impt ...do finish econ holiday hw and also other hw : X hahah just jk lar.. still impt lar ; )

ya there are still got alot of things that i wan to do ..but still haven thot of.. oh well nvm... think i m going to end this post le...tmr need to go countdown wif clg they all...yup ...; ) may the force be wif you ,dao shuai ....

28th Dec 2005

well today kind of in bad mood today...cuz i was quite pissed off with something else... felt anger in me ...the dark side of me ...well..i dunno how long can i last...current status is at the verge of going bonker as usual i think
just like mei zuo says... i have changed...still crazy as ever..but even more crazier than the secondary sch days' me....and also grave danger from myself...haha...i noe u guys dun see any link with the 1st sentence i wrote n the 2nd paragraph..oh well watever .....at the end of the day .....no one understands me ...tts all...

anw i m quite ok now aft talking to wan qi...she was right abt tt..yup...i was blinded b4 tt den suddenly i have seen the light ...well...sometimes the truth depends on one's pt of view....depend on how one look at it...ya..i shouldnt have doubt or question on it...yup...oh well....haha .... thanks Wan Qi : )

clg pls dont ever doubt the words k..? cuz i really do from the bottom of my heart....

( I do take the usage of words seriously )

k歌之王
陈奕迅

我唱得不够动人
你别皱眉
我愿意和你约定至死
我只想嬉戏唱游到下世纪
请你别嫌我将这煽情
奉献给你

还能凭甚么
拥抱若未能令你兴奋
便宜地唱出
写在情歌的性感
还能凭甚么
要是爱不可感动人
俗套的歌词
煽动你恻忍

谁人又相信一世一生
这肤浅对白
来吧送给你
叫几百万人流泪过的歌
如从未听过
誓言如幸福摩天轮
才令我因你要呼天叫地爱爱爱爱那么多

将我漫天心血一一抛到银河
谁是垃圾谁不舍我难过分一丁目赠我

我唱出心里话时眼泪会流
要是怕难过抱住我手
我只得千语万言放在你心
比渴望地老天荒更简单

谁人又相信一世一生
这肤浅对白
来吧送给你
叫几百万人流泪过的歌
如从未听过
誓言如幸福摩天轮
才令我因你要呼天叫地爱爱爱爱那么多

未算罕有给你用力作二十首不舍不弃
还附送你爱得过火
给你卖力唱二十首真心真意
米高峰都因我动容
无人及我

你怎么竟然说k歌之王是我
我只想跟你未来浸在爱河而你那呵欠绝得不能绝
绝到溶掉我

well ystd we help mei zuo celebrate his birthday at marina sq.. yup..met him in the morning den went to marina wif him.well we were there early so we decide to play some arcade 1st since xi men n ah si haven come..ya..anw they came at abt 11 plus...den we went for bowling ...ya..hehe 1st rd the warm up rd was quite ok..the 2nd rd was ermm.. everyone getting their form? yup..den 3rd rd quite fun n exciting cuz the point is very close to each other..ya..anw the gals msg us..den me n ah si went to meet the gals cuz they dunno how to go to marina sq ....ya...haiz..jing was sick again ...ya. she had cough ...den cannot eat those cold food..etc..haiz..ya..anw we went to meet mei zuo n xi men there..ya...den we were deciding which movie should we watch.yup..den in the end we decide to watch narnia.ya...went to buy the movie tic at 3:50.. ya.. den we went to have our lunch at food court...ya..ximen treat the group some fruits..ya...anw aft tt we went to watch narnia..well basically i felt tt movie was quite ok.....i guess..ya..aft the movie went to shop ard wif the gals...jing seem to be looking for accessories ya..haha..den got one time we ended up at a billabong and started trying the clothes yaaaaaa....hehe in the end onli mei zuo bought stuff...ya..anyway aft tt we went to suntec to have our dinner...originally wanted to have marche de but den full le....den we decided to go to swensen..ya..anw my dear tu er help me order the wrong food ..oh well.. nvm i m fine wif fish n chip hehe.....ya..while waiting for the food to be serve we took photo n crap ard..ya...haha..anw we prepare mei zuo a surprise ya..me n ah si thot we almost miss the dedication..ya...u noe tt laser show thingy at the fountain of wealth ..yup..;) anw we dint miss it haah..den me n ah si also dedicate one msg to the gals..ya..i dunno y ah si wan join in the msg though.. originally wan to dedicate to the clg onli : x yup...eh CLG if u r reading this post... rem must smile everyday kk? yup.. : D aft the dedication we went to walk walk a while den went home le..yup...tts all for today

Happy Birthday Mei Zuo!! ;)

说不上为什么
我变得很主动
若爱上一个人
什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受

河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手一阵莫名感动
我想带你回我的外婆家一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧唱着歌一直走
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开

爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活我爱你你爱我

想简!简!单!单!爱...
想简!简!单!单!爱...

This song is specially dedicated to her..yup..


We Are Together Now and Our Story Continues..... : D

我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多因为我一个人

迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息因为我在想你

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多因为我一个人

迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息因为我在想你

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口再给我一点温柔

well ystd went to bbq wif jack ,char they all ya.....tiring but yet fun yup...well woke up at abt abt 7 or 8 am to get the muffin done ....den i realise i forgot to buy the chocolate bar...for the muffin..oh well... den went to ntuc to buy the chocolate bar..ya.....den aft bake finish le.. went to use the icing to make the names...was very hard to make but manage to complete..den king came to my house to meet me...ya..den ..went to take bus to sengkang there to have our lunch wif ah si...cuz ah si meeting us there mah...well the kopitiam ambience was quite nice yup...

aft had our lunch le den went to wq house for bbq...ya..reach there at abt 3 pm... we were stuck at the side gate there..well apparently the side gate was like spoil..as in we enter the code le.. but den nv open.. den tu er came to rescue us...haha....but den she also ermmm..tried to help? but den still cannot..den luckily got one resident going out frm the side gate ..haha..den we manage to go in..ya..anw char they all were playing mahjong at the pool side...ya..lucky i got bring my playing cards..den tu er , king,ah si and me play dai di 1st rd ...den we were betting loser jump into the pool...ya..den i lose lar...haiz..ani suay..but den nvm lar we just say say onli haha...den we decide to play bridge...but den king n ah si dunno how to play bridge..den we have to teach them...yup..well though me n ruth teach them le.. but den they seem quite blur haha..ya...anyway aft tt we change to play mahjong which is a game tt i dunno how to play...: x oh well nvm ..haha ah si was trying to use me :P cuz he think i noob will anyhow play tiles :P haha...actually ar.. i play mahjong b4.. but tt was like i was P4 : P ok lar not really play...cuz tt time my uncle wan play mahjong mah...den he ask me to install the mahjong game ..ya..he play i control mouse lor..haha...den somehow in my impression i rem there are dunno wat 3 of a kind ar 4 of a kind lar those thing..haha ya..but den still i dunno how to play cuz i was controlling the mouse tt time and also as for now the present age i still dunno wats going on .... : x hahaha... nvm lar.. everyone have fun can le mah...yup..

anyway aft the mahjong went to play basketball wif jack, char and wq...ya...think my skill rusty le cuz got abt 1 yr nv play le...now like shoot den the ball cant go in...haha..well.. not as pro as sec 2 tt time tag team wif han sheng or herng yih tt time yup..tt time dun have to signal also know wat kind of stun we are doing..haha..den i was like the wai wei one...ya...well nvm lar..haha..anyway the game was fun....yup...haiz ..char got blister dunno whether is she ok now a not...ya....cuz like got a big piece of skin peeled off ..ya..oh ya.. the game also almost spoiled my spec .haha..cuz the ball hit my face accidentally..haha..den got bleed abit lar...well ahhaa nvm lar onli a few drop of blood wont die de lar..yup..

aft bball game went to wq house to get the stuff for the bbq.. yup..i think we forgot to buy alot of stuff.. : x anyway we manage to get the stuff ready..well starting of the fire is quite difficult..cuz ....er ... we dunno how to start one? : x den wq's mother help us..to start the fire...abit paiseh ...ya....den char n ruth was fanning at the fire ya..to get the charcoal light up..den the rest of us eating the potato salad make by ruth...quite nice lar....yup.. ;) haha ruth kept asking us to eat the potato salad cuz she dun wan to bring it home...haha..well the food make n brought by char also nice ..wq's de also nice...haha ..aiya everything nice lar : D oh ya...sara's cookie also nice..sorry ar due to the lack of word tt i can think of now ya...brain not functioning well ..anyway we took turn to get the bbq ready as in.. erm the number of rd of starting the fire ya..den at ard 7 plus the bbq pit is ready to cook the food...yup..we cook the otah..ya..btw wq's mother help us during the process of getting the bbq pit ready yup..thank you auntie : D okok back to the otah ya.. we let the parent eat 1st ..yup..oh well...i cant rem ..i mean the order of who eating 1st..ya..anyway everybody sat down n chit chat and also bbq ya...haha the group of us crap alot ..although there are lots of suaning going on..hahha watever..anyway the aft eating halfway the gals went to jump inside the pool ya...

we were playing cards again...this time is big or small...smallest number jump in the water...damn toot lar...i da bai suay de leh ...kenna 2 diamond..den ah si nxt to jump den king..well apparently king backstab me push me in the water..damn toot lar..i guess he forgot tt i was once in AJ 1st three mth .. this type of thing very hiong de ..ya.. den i came out of the pool just literally throw him in the pool haha...anyway the pool was quite cold at 1st..but den aft much swiming it was abit warmer..hehe jack join us halfway..yup...den we were playing in the pool splashing water ard..ya....anw i guess the security was walking ard den suddenly all of us became quiet.....cuz scare kenna scolded by the security ...haha.....ya..anw aft went to bbq pit again to eat the food...ya..cuz wq's mother has been bbqing the chicken wing while we were playing in the pool...thnks you auntie once again...

aft we finish our food went to toilet to get the clothes dry...ya....cuz as u can see me jack king n nick dun have extra clothes..but den wq's father was so nice that he gave us some extra clothes...ya..thnks..uncle...anyway we bath le den put out wet clothes in the sauna room to make it dry...ya..aft tt went up to wq's house to watch movie and also open our angel's present.ya..gave ah si one car model plus our class wu lin mi ji limited edition in the world cuz is our class property....yup...haizz..but den sad for wq...cuz ah si lost his gift...he was wq's angel ..ya..den we went down to look ard ..report to the security..i was quite impress by ah si acting skill...haha
act like real tt there is a diamond watch in the present :P..aiseh..haiz..but den in the end we dint find it...ya...den went up again to watch vcd ....ya..den watch like abt half an hr..den go le...cuz jack going off..yup..anyway b4 i go off i lend char tt "crying out love at the centre of the earth " movie n drama..hope she like tt show...

we went to jack house den chit chat until like 2 to 3 am yup..den me n king went to mac to drink some stuff..talk for a while den went to take cab home..originally wan to go cine play lan de ya...but den nvm lar we went back home..

haha on overall i guess the outing is becoming more fun n lively n also our grp seem to be getting more talkative ...yup : D

well M4 outing ystd finally four of us can gather tgt : D hahah...well anyway ystd play lan at cine ..the com quite gd there yup.. but quite ex cuz $3.5o per hr...ya....we played counter strike haha...think our counter strike become a S.W.A.T team...yup..need to use team work to win the game...ya..den we played AOE 3 ..welll the game was not bad..ya..but i still duno how it works since it is not the same as AOE2 ya..den had dinner den aft tt went to play pool at cine.. yup..mei zhuo and ah si had to go off early ya.. me n ximen went to roam along orchard chatting ..den went to xu liu san to drink stuff..den went to play pool again : x haha ya.....den aft tt went back home le ...