Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Today is 31st dec 2008 and tts wat i have realised.The realisation of one year had passed make me wonder how did i actually survive it.Let me recount wat happened this year before i go on with my new year resolution.This year had been the most challenging year in my life.be it the ns or lovelife or friendship and everything.
The Significant Events
1.The breakup with her
I have tried my best to win her heart back ..be it the writing of story or the video tt i had created for her and things tt i have done for her .There shouldnt be any regret....because i have done my 100% to win her heart back and promises tt i had make to her were all fulfiled.. The only regret was to see her heartbroken and crying while she left me..
2. The decision to retake A level
It takes alot of courage to make this decision as this requires alot of self discipline.A piece of advice for private candidate.."PLEASE DONT TRY THIS AT HOME".. This is because you have to be very focus and also there are limited resources for you to turn to.You can say tt teacher will help you.. but how many will? you have to know tt they are not obligated to tutor u anymore..and here i m going to say a big thank you to Mr Daniel Yip..consider the fact tt i m no longer a student at the particular school but he still offer me help and gave me advices on GP.
Sir, you have earned my respect and i will salute you for that..
There are times you will get very depress and tired because you dont understand what are you studying for and the papers tt you had tried and failed.It become even more depressing when you see other pple playing outside of the bunk, talking crap and some relaxing in their bunk.guess wat.. i cannot afford to have the time to do these and time are so precious to me..thankfully i have bunk mates who are nice people..for your info..unlike other pple's bunk who always play those punk rock or those heavy metal music, our bunk are very quiet as we read books and play classical music or soothing music..
the major obstacle is tt I M IN ARMY NOW..and time are not flexible because there are so many things to do and I HAVE TO SUCK MY THUMB AND DO IT..this mean tt time in the morning and afternoon are gone..i can only study in the night which is like 9pm..So the normal schedule will be like 9pm to 12 plus am and i have to wake up 5 am the next day.And also there are platoon politics to deal with..These have been hell lots of madness to me and i am losing my sanity everyday from mar until nov..
To be frank, during the exam i alr dun care abt anything..I m very glad it had ended aft the last paper was over.what matter the most is the process that i had went through and the difficulty tt i have overcome..6 months of madness 6 MONTHS OF MADNESS!!
At the end of the day i ask myself .. "have i done my best?" The answer to it can be both..yes and no.. The answer is 'no' because i have onli study 3 hr per day on average..but the answer could be "yes" because i have already use every advantages that i have and also every opportunities that had been given to me.And also i wanna thank these people who have helped me.. These pple are Mr Yip, Jesse ,Nick,Johnathan ,Yuin harng,my PC ,my OC, Ruth,Charmine and Germaine.Thanks for helping me in term of the notes and papers and helping me to stay normal..
FOR THOSE RECRUITS who have expressed to me whether they should retake A lvl in their 2nd year of NS..The ANS IS HERE..Your Segearnt have manage to do it..is up to u decide ..BUT u have to be very self discipline tts the fact..
3.My band of brothers and switchblade
Well i have to admit tt i like to teach the recruits becuz they are so fun to teach and is totally an enjoyable experience for me.I treated all my recruits like juniors n friends.I believe in teaching the right thing and not going the shortcut way like some of my fellow spec will do..To me is just wrong..I also believe in democracy within the platoon and i dont give out unreasonable punishments.Every batch of my recruits are like brother to me esp my 1st batch of section of recruit.. i always vist them whenever i have the time..(btw tts b4 i make the decision to take a lvl) They were very close to me.. got one time they told me no need to put a false front because they noe that i m sad over the breakup.. ya..well u see as a commander, no matter what happen i just have to take it even if i am damn sad i still have to laugh because i cannot demoralize the section.Thats the way that a commander should be..Am quite grateful to have these people under me.
Switchblade is a major exercise for the army and we took months to train for it.
This year has really make me grow up alot be it mentally or physically..I have become even more strong-willed and also becoming more braver and able to work things under immerse pressure.I m begining to be able to see more things and think abt it. and appreciate it.I am thankful tt i survived the year 2008..
GERMAINE HAN YAN LI ...PLEASE BE PATIENCE ..THE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION IS COMING UP : p
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
In a few hour time, the year 2009 will be arriving and there are so many things that i wan to do next year..
FIRSTLY..I AM GOING TO ORD SOON..
1. Get out of army 1st...
ONE MORE MTH TO GO!!
2.Learn to drive???
well book the basic test and den advance test..den go for minimum amt of driving lesson..
clear it within one test by june LOL
3.The king has return to claim his throne..
Promise tt i had make to my grandma before her deathbed and i will take whatever it take to
accomplish my mission.i m reading up books on nutrition, strength training,flexibilty training,psychology and track related books.
In order to become faster , i have to gain more knowledge.I m taking a step forward now and i will keep on moving towards it..
4.Buying a new pair of spike shoes
i m going to upgrade it to the CHRONO INX WR-JAPAN
it is going to cost me alot but is worth it..
5.University
There are pro and cons to the special term.. From the current situation i m going to enroll in may..Stay in hall make more friends and be more socialble..get a gd grade in the 1st year..
6.ONE MORE IMPT THING
Make sure tt gal stop the "anyhow scolding me" attitude :P
if u know who you are come n confront me...LOL.. and i wanna noe more abt you more..dun always say there is nth to talk abt urself .. u can make tt as ur new year resolution like more things to talk abt myself :P
okok tts all for the day
The Significant Events
1.The breakup with her
I have tried my best to win her heart back ..be it the writing of story or the video tt i had created for her and things tt i have done for her .There shouldnt be any regret....because i have done my 100% to win her heart back and promises tt i had make to her were all fulfiled.. The only regret was to see her heartbroken and crying while she left me..
2. The decision to retake A level
It takes alot of courage to make this decision as this requires alot of self discipline.A piece of advice for private candidate.."PLEASE DONT TRY THIS AT HOME".. This is because you have to be very focus and also there are limited resources for you to turn to.You can say tt teacher will help you.. but how many will? you have to know tt they are not obligated to tutor u anymore..and here i m going to say a big thank you to Mr Daniel Yip..consider the fact tt i m no longer a student at the particular school but he still offer me help and gave me advices on GP.
Sir, you have earned my respect and i will salute you for that..
There are times you will get very depress and tired because you dont understand what are you studying for and the papers tt you had tried and failed.It become even more depressing when you see other pple playing outside of the bunk, talking crap and some relaxing in their bunk.guess wat.. i cannot afford to have the time to do these and time are so precious to me..thankfully i have bunk mates who are nice people..for your info..unlike other pple's bunk who always play those punk rock or those heavy metal music, our bunk are very quiet as we read books and play classical music or soothing music..
the major obstacle is tt I M IN ARMY NOW..and time are not flexible because there are so many things to do and I HAVE TO SUCK MY THUMB AND DO IT..this mean tt time in the morning and afternoon are gone..i can only study in the night which is like 9pm..So the normal schedule will be like 9pm to 12 plus am and i have to wake up 5 am the next day.And also there are platoon politics to deal with..These have been hell lots of madness to me and i am losing my sanity everyday from mar until nov..
To be frank, during the exam i alr dun care abt anything..I m very glad it had ended aft the last paper was over.what matter the most is the process that i had went through and the difficulty tt i have overcome..6 months of madness 6 MONTHS OF MADNESS!!
At the end of the day i ask myself .. "have i done my best?" The answer to it can be both..yes and no.. The answer is 'no' because i have onli study 3 hr per day on average..but the answer could be "yes" because i have already use every advantages that i have and also every opportunities that had been given to me.And also i wanna thank these people who have helped me.. These pple are Mr Yip, Jesse ,Nick,Johnathan ,Yuin harng,my PC ,my OC, Ruth,Charmine and Germaine.Thanks for helping me in term of the notes and papers and helping me to stay normal..
FOR THOSE RECRUITS who have expressed to me whether they should retake A lvl in their 2nd year of NS..The ANS IS HERE..Your Segearnt have manage to do it..is up to u decide ..BUT u have to be very self discipline tts the fact..
3.My band of brothers and switchblade
Well i have to admit tt i like to teach the recruits becuz they are so fun to teach and is totally an enjoyable experience for me.I treated all my recruits like juniors n friends.I believe in teaching the right thing and not going the shortcut way like some of my fellow spec will do..To me is just wrong..I also believe in democracy within the platoon and i dont give out unreasonable punishments.Every batch of my recruits are like brother to me esp my 1st batch of section of recruit.. i always vist them whenever i have the time..(btw tts b4 i make the decision to take a lvl) They were very close to me.. got one time they told me no need to put a false front because they noe that i m sad over the breakup.. ya..well u see as a commander, no matter what happen i just have to take it even if i am damn sad i still have to laugh because i cannot demoralize the section.Thats the way that a commander should be..Am quite grateful to have these people under me.
Switchblade is a major exercise for the army and we took months to train for it.
This year has really make me grow up alot be it mentally or physically..I have become even more strong-willed and also becoming more braver and able to work things under immerse pressure.I m begining to be able to see more things and think abt it. and appreciate it.I am thankful tt i survived the year 2008..
GERMAINE HAN YAN LI ...PLEASE BE PATIENCE ..THE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION IS COMING UP : p
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
In a few hour time, the year 2009 will be arriving and there are so many things that i wan to do next year..
FIRSTLY..I AM GOING TO ORD SOON..
1. Get out of army 1st...
ONE MORE MTH TO GO!!
2.Learn to drive???
well book the basic test and den advance test..den go for minimum amt of driving lesson..
clear it within one test by june LOL
3.The king has return to claim his throne..
Promise tt i had make to my grandma before her deathbed and i will take whatever it take to
accomplish my mission.i m reading up books on nutrition, strength training,flexibilty training,psychology and track related books.
In order to become faster , i have to gain more knowledge.I m taking a step forward now and i will keep on moving towards it..
4.Buying a new pair of spike shoes
i m going to upgrade it to the CHRONO INX WR-JAPAN
it is going to cost me alot but is worth it..
5.University
There are pro and cons to the special term.. From the current situation i m going to enroll in may..Stay in hall make more friends and be more socialble..get a gd grade in the 1st year..
6.ONE MORE IMPT THING
Make sure tt gal stop the "anyhow scolding me" attitude :P
if u know who you are come n confront me...LOL.. and i wanna noe more abt you more..dun always say there is nth to talk abt urself .. u can make tt as ur new year resolution like more things to talk abt myself :P
okok tts all for the day
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Recently have been doing quite a number of duties..due to this i bought this drama serial called"dou niu yao bu yao".This drama has been out for quite some time..but well i just feel like watching it..yup..in anw basically the story revolves ard these 3 characters who are jin zi cong yi sheng xue and shen luo he.
The character of zi cong remind me of the past me.the way how he handle the relationship or rather how he face his true feeling.He is always hoping tt yi sheng xue will be happy in a sense tt as long as she is happy he is happy..and things tt he had done for her was always done without her knowing it.for eg the rose incident which he tried to give hope to yi sheng xue tt shen luo he is meeting her in a few moments time.and how he take the punishment for her.All these were acts of the way of how he love her but she failed to notice it and took it for granted.
As for yi sheng xue's character ... "dao zi kou dou fu xin" as mentioned in the series by some characters.sometimes i hope tt in my real life..this gal that i met is also like tt..although she always tend to scold me which i dun understand y.. but i always forgive her for doing tt. nvm abt tt ..lets hope she is really "dao zi kou dou fu xin" and i hope i will be able to noe more abt her though she seldom talk abt herself.
anw back to our topic..shen luo he is a rich guy and some zai basketballer.but due to his dad,he was forced to leave yi sheng xue even though he love her.(btw i havent watch finish the show). well is kind of sad to see this type of thing to happen.but i guess it is happening everyday in this world.ya..but i guess he had make the best decision at tt pt of time becuz tt was the onli way he could protect her from harm.
ok tts all for today..
quote of the day
"continued to play hard and u will have to get another queue number again :P "
The character of zi cong remind me of the past me.the way how he handle the relationship or rather how he face his true feeling.He is always hoping tt yi sheng xue will be happy in a sense tt as long as she is happy he is happy..and things tt he had done for her was always done without her knowing it.for eg the rose incident which he tried to give hope to yi sheng xue tt shen luo he is meeting her in a few moments time.and how he take the punishment for her.All these were acts of the way of how he love her but she failed to notice it and took it for granted.
As for yi sheng xue's character ... "dao zi kou dou fu xin" as mentioned in the series by some characters.sometimes i hope tt in my real life..this gal that i met is also like tt..although she always tend to scold me which i dun understand y.. but i always forgive her for doing tt. nvm abt tt ..lets hope she is really "dao zi kou dou fu xin" and i hope i will be able to noe more abt her though she seldom talk abt herself.
anw back to our topic..shen luo he is a rich guy and some zai basketballer.but due to his dad,he was forced to leave yi sheng xue even though he love her.(btw i havent watch finish the show). well is kind of sad to see this type of thing to happen.but i guess it is happening everyday in this world.ya..but i guess he had make the best decision at tt pt of time becuz tt was the onli way he could protect her from harm.
ok tts all for today..
quote of the day
"continued to play hard and u will have to get another queue number again :P "
