Forgotten Past

As usual being surrounded and fighting this war alone...



"THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!!!!"
"We are airborne, we are meant to be surrounded"

By fate, i chanced upon this mv..i thought the song was nice and so are the lyrics..watching this mv makes me think of the past 1month plus with her..it flashes in my memories..and my memories is filled with her..

if i have the chance ,i will bring hui xiang to sunflower plantations..she loves sunflowers alot..she will be very happy bah if she get to see alot of sunflowers..but then again she like the fake one..not the real living one..

“No i dont regret it,Even if love abandons me, there is something precious to me and i feel deep in my heart.Just through you  in this world,you give me joy"

dear,

if mentioning my best female fren hurts u and make u jealous,
den i am sorry..it is just my habit to talk abt her and i have known her for long..
next time i wont mention her le okk..


but then again i have to say she is here to stay because she is my best female friend and she is important to me..

and you are even more important to me.. :(

我真的从来没有想过你会这么地在意她。。对不起。。

ps:
i dun often say those 3 words because it will be not worth any single cent if it has been said too many times..

"只要你记得，不管是林达浪还是薛海，我一直都是很爱很爱你的大笨蛋，这样就够了"

"Sir!!WE ARE SITTING DUCKS HERE!!! WE GOTTA KEEP MOVING!!!"

2 quizzes tmr and 1 quiz on wednesday..

u noe what i m feeling now.. i feel as though i m at helm deep..waiting for those 10000 orcs to come..

well what a nice weather to slp in... what a nice weather to study-_-

"i love you for being who you are and being natural with me dear"

Well i guess if anyone were to be me that person would have gone crazy long time ago.It was a peaceful one month for me..and the angel and devil came back again yesterday..keep talking and talking and showing me self created image of their own and trying to proof their point of view is correct and i should listen to them.The debate went on until i cant fucking sleep.If i had the chance to tell these two.. i would say “ hello i am an innocent party,can you guys just fuck off..and i am not going to fucking listen to both of you and i want to sleep..”  -.-

i guess you guys may think i m crazy..but you wouldnt want to be me..becuz they really seem to exist..

Waiting for you was easy but trying to regain my sanity and not thinking about it was a tough one..

“那是因为我很在乎你”

 

 

“The fear of loss is the path to the darkside"

“ attachment lead to jealousy"

“ train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose "