Monday, June 06, 2011
As i flipped through my memories capsule..i realised i had lost alot of opportunities and chances..making wrong decision all the time and things doesnt turn out as i have expected..
chose the wrong door instead of another door..took the wrong corner of life instead of the correct one.. all these flashback had been haunting me for the past few months..
As my life journey carry on, i have been trying to look at things as a whole and from multiple perspectives..but it seem that it is not enough..the amount of thought put into it is not sufficient.. and i dun make the most efficient decision all the time..
As for now,at this point of my life, i guess the most regretful thing was that i dint express my feeling to her and kept it quiet about it because of my old operating system..but i guess it is too late for everything..
leaving everything behind and hide myself from the world seem like not the option for me because i sense that most of the time she need someone to listen to her talking and a person who looks from her point of view and her concerns are the main priority and of cuz i have been trying to take an objective point of view at the same time..sounds confusing but oh well..
thats me a confused person
"他让你红了眼眶，你却还笑着原谅，原来你早就想好要留在谁的身旁了"
chose the wrong door instead of another door..took the wrong corner of life instead of the correct one.. all these flashback had been haunting me for the past few months..
As my life journey carry on, i have been trying to look at things as a whole and from multiple perspectives..but it seem that it is not enough..the amount of thought put into it is not sufficient.. and i dun make the most efficient decision all the time..
As for now,at this point of my life, i guess the most regretful thing was that i dint express my feeling to her and kept it quiet about it because of my old operating system..but i guess it is too late for everything..
leaving everything behind and hide myself from the world seem like not the option for me because i sense that most of the time she need someone to listen to her talking and a person who looks from her point of view and her concerns are the main priority and of cuz i have been trying to take an objective point of view at the same time..sounds confusing but oh well..
thats me a confused person
"他让你红了眼眶，你却还笑着原谅，原来你早就想好要留在谁的身旁了"
