Friday, February 24, 2012
A new gal that bash into my life
I used to have a peaceful quiet life for almost a year until recently a gal bashed into my quiet life without any permission at all.. I met her at the hall track training and she caught my eyes..or what i would call A stirring in my heart . almost like 5 yrs ago when i first met my ex.. love at first sight indeed..
Everything was going smooth and we hit off quite well ..non stop whatsapping for nights..i have no idea whats going on..but i m definitely sure that that there were signs that she likes me..I thought the timing was right and the feel was there although we knew each other for one week plus.. so i did something stupid.. i told her that i like her and i m pretty sure she will say yes..
but i was wrong..she rejected me.. frankly speaking, i dun really like to use the word friendzone.. becuz i think thats for loser who just wanna feel better. n yes she rejected me..n everything went downhill i guess.. kind of regret my action to let my heart rule my head..because it is not just me for the past 2 r/s. or is this the real me? : X
Somehow the damage she done to me is comparable to 5yrs ago , i thought it shouldnt be that difficult ..afterall i have been 'trained" to take the hit..but this time not really working.. my guess is i must have really put alot of heart n efforts into it.
I will still see whether i have any more chances .. but if things continue to go down hill.. i m considering of leaving my current hall for another hall..becuz i think there isnt any reason for me to continue to stay in my current hall.
